love me hate me i really dont care

changing my thoughts, changing my mask and finally reaching the point in my life where i dont care what you think! i have seen their faces and herd the words, seen the trues colours and the lights have faded.. take the splinters outta my back and realease the pain from my heart. i dont want you no more. i am me. enter the moment you will be remebered for til eternaty. etched in the background of my mind u sit. fade away in to the distance and stare softly into the canvas of new. i will go there, i am going down that new road and leave u for dead. the moment it clicked, it felt like souring.. i am ok. i take control, regardless of what you think what u perseive, reagrdless of ur interpretaion of what you think i am.. i will laugh i will breathe lighter and wipe away my tears to find that no more hate no more hurt or anger will live in side if me. i have let it all go.. i will sustain the energy inside of me to rely on nothing but my self. love me or hate me.. this is me

waiting imaptienlty

restless and itching to make my transission. waiting for my next chapter to start. very excited to start it and progress with my personal growth. i find travel helps alot. there is something about experiancing new cultures, seeing how ppl live and pushing the boundries of comfort that has opens my eyes and taken away the blindness that had been there for so long. i feel i have so much more to learn now and i never want to go back to the mundane life i once lead, the routine, the sacrifice, i never want to settle for anything less than pure excitment and exhilleration that runs thru my heart and takes over my body!

evolving

rejecting what once was and following the light inside me. life has something bigger planned, individual planning never works out. the more i think, the more unclear i get. run with it, go with it, be cautious but follow ur heart. forever changing, forever re evaluating. you will not expect anything that happens next.