love me hate me i really dont care

changing my thoughts, changing my mask and finally reaching the point in my life where i dont care what you think! i have seen their faces and herd the words, seen the trues colours and the lights have faded.. take the splinters outta my back and realease the pain from my heart. i dont want you no more. i am me. enter the moment you will be remebered for til eternaty. etched in the background of my mind u sit. fade away in to the distance and stare softly into the canvas of new. i will go there, i am going down that new road and leave u for dead. the moment it clicked, it felt like souring.. i am ok. i take control, regardless of what you think what u perseive, reagrdless of ur interpretaion of what you think i am.. i will laugh i will breathe lighter and wipe away my tears to find that no more hate no more hurt or anger will live in side if me. i have let it all go.. i will sustain the energy inside of me to rely on nothing but my self. love me or hate me.. this is me

waiting imaptienlty

restless and itching to make my transission. waiting for my next chapter to start. very excited to start it and progress with my personal growth. i find travel helps alot. there is something about experiancing new cultures, seeing how ppl live and pushing the boundries of comfort that has opens my eyes and taken away the blindness that had been there for so long. i feel i have so much more to learn now and i never want to go back to the mundane life i once lead, the routine, the sacrifice, i never want to settle for anything less than pure excitment and exhilleration that runs thru my heart and takes over my body!

evolving

rejecting what once was and following the light inside me. life has something bigger planned, individual planning never works out. the more i think, the more unclear i get. run with it, go with it, be cautious but follow ur heart. forever changing, forever re evaluating. you will not expect anything that happens next.

your a freak

they cant see past the illusion, the mask, the superficial exterior


they cant see me



all they see are my clothes and colourd hair

all i see is there prejudices





there is more to me than meets the eye.

i may not have a bizzillion degrees and i may not be rich.. but u kno what i have subsanace, i have hope, i have personality.

my name is karen

im just a normal girl

and yes i was a model



BUT



i dont want fancy things, i dont want your money, i dont care who you supposably are or what band your in or what commercial you stared in! i dont care if your v.i.p or who u slept with or what your dad does! im sensitive, im caring and i will give you the world.. dont take it for granted becouse i am selective in who i share my time with now. i have been burnt to many times.






i dont like pretentious people






im a normal girl






i like the finner things in life..



im happy being around good people with bit of depth.. is that too much to ask?

let me take my rocket ship to the moon light

take me to the moon away from the world away from the bullshit away from the destruction and fly in my rocket ship to the illusion of a better place.. they say there shit they run there mouth but they have no idea, no clue! i don't get it sometimes! they want to feel superior, they want attention and they are just plain jealous.. wht dont they make something of your own life rather than tearing other peoples to shreds?

TALKING ABOUT OTHER PEOPLES LIVES WONT MAKE YOURS ANY BETTER

ignorance will never die.. shoo fly dont bother me!

the world looks so peaceful up there

living out the "dream"

out of ur comfort zone, far from ur reality..
discovering a new life


put your life in to perspective
the world has on its rose coloured glasses
all that glitters is not gold and all those who speak do not speak the truth
hold your purse close and don't make eye contact

burrito vans
restrooms
bell peppers
24hr drug stors
upside down yogurt
pushing and shoving


its another world


is it exciting? or is it damaging ur soul?

the lights will burn out and what will be left?










every moment has the potential to change someones life